Tic, Tic, Tic
I am like a broken clock.
Helpless; constantly trying to catch up but never succeeding
I cannot control myself; take me or leave me
Mom told me that when they stare its cause of my good looks,
I know what they’re really looking at;
Some call them tics, but I just call them a pain in the ass.
Scratch that. It causes pain…everywhere.
Banging your head on the wall isn’t much fun
Trust me, I’ve tried
Blinking until you’ve practically gone blind
It’s impossible to function
Picking, bleeding, scabbing, scarring
Take a deep breath, wait I can’t let it out- I can’t breathe.
Helpless; nobody can help me
What did I do to deserve this?
Tic, Tic, Tic
All day, everyday that’s what I was born to do
No quiet, no rest, no cure
It bothers me more than it will ever bother you.
My scars cover my body
They are a reminder of what I go through everyday
I am not a victim; I am my own worst enemy
But my Tourette Syndrome will not get the best of me.
My silence will be broken
The part of my life I’ve been trying to hide from
Now exposed,
Finally taking control.
I just found this, too. Beautiful poem Amanda. So true, too. Fits in nicely with your scholarship essay. I can see why you won!
Wow, that is very open and very well put. TS is an uninvited guest.. I know. And yes, do take control of your own life. It is yours, totally!