Well the girl I met on campus who also has TS hasn’t messaged me back. I don’t think she will, which is a little disappointing just because it would have been really neat to get to know her better. She seems like a really neat person, but I just don’t think she is interested in getting to know me better right now. Oh well.
I have my camp family and my cousin, and that’s more than enough for me. I will see my camp friends very soon — in less than two months, which is so exciting! To know that they are here for me is always the best and to know that I will have an amazing time at camp next year, too, with my cousin there as well is something I am really looking forward to!
Maybe sometime the girl I met on campus will talk more with me later, or maybe we somehow will get to know each other better … maybe she just needs to think about it for a little while. I don’t know what she’s thinking or why she isn’t wanting to be open/why she doesn’t want to respond to my message, but I am going to try to let it go — which is hard because of my OCD, but I am really going to try to.
I have people in my life who love and care about me, I have amazing friends who care about me, too. I just have to think about them and things will be alright.